Savor the Mooments.

late nights. bright lights. caffeine pills. Harry Potter writes with quills. justin bieber. golden retrievers. music making. backwards baking. daily phoning my asian alaskan. my parents almost named me sebastian.

which means a lot of really great things, but today im going to focus on just one: caffeine makes me crazy. as i sit here typing (at 1 in the morning) my hands are shaking my stomach is hurting im getting incredibly random ideas about what i should do with my free time im anxious and i cant sleep. this evening, around approximatly 8pm, i took 2 pills of excedrin for a migraine i could feel coming on... i thought for sure the effects would have worn off by now. but as you can tell, they havent. and i am still sitting in my bed with nothing to do, no one to talk to, and will probably be like this for at least another 2 hours.

... but not just any old college student, today i received a joyous bundle of news in my inbox. it was an email from none other then the great and famous Luwana Roberts (BYUI Music Department Head Receptionist). it was my acceptance letter to the music education program at brigham young university-idaho!! basically im just totes excited about my life and what lies ahead of me as an official music major. no longer am i a "prospective music major", i am a full fledged singin', composin', and directin' music major! now, i would like to give some shout-outs to the people who got me to where i am today. Luwana Roberts (mentioned above): this lady is just the greatest, she is willing to help with anything i need... including murder*. its true. Luwana Roberts is an accomplice to the assassination of one unsuspecting collegiate singer. who will remain unknown at this time. Andrew Peck (voice teacher): this man is a genius, thats all there is to it. Randall (director...

i have a list of things that i wish i could do or have but i dont... here is a few: fit my whole fist in my mouth (unfortunatly, my mouth isnt large enough) dance. i cannot dance, to save my life. shopping spree's!! i love clothes. eat pumpkin seeds... im allergic pump out some jams like my girl nicki minaj some of these things i just need to get over, like the fact that i will never be able to eat pumpkin seeds, or spend all of my money on clothing. but some things, i just need to work on. i should take some dancing classes, and practice my rapping. something i have also been working on... fitting my fist in my mouth. im determined to do it. i didnt even know that fitting your fist in your mouth was a real thing that people could actually do... until one day, my friend, alissa, brought it up. that wench can fit her WHOLE FIST inside her mouth. and she wont even give me lessons on how to do it. she is a selfish, jealous, little wench.  so yeah, my main motivation in my life...