love lost

so. its been awhile. heh. a long while, a whole semester while.
but now school is out for the summer! and i have time to blog, and think in general.

this blog post is about my ex-husband.
yes, i have one.
we had a great couple of months together... but then we were separated, and we both fell out of love.
it was messy.
it was heart breaking.
but i still love him, even if its not conjugal.

and he has a problem. he doesnt have enough money to get back to school. so my roommate and i have started a "Jake College Fund". we have a total of $9.43. its pretty much the greatest. donations are accepted and encouraged if you have the means to lend even a few cents.

i need this boy back in my life.
i havent seen him for almost 8 months.
and it will be an additional 5 months if he doesnt get up here to school.

God Bless You.

the fund

the lovely man himself

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